I'm not having a great time.
I'm just miserable.
The few plans I've made for the summer had kept me going but now, even that isn't enough.
I have exams coming up. I haven't done enough revision because I can't concentrate on it. So as a result, I keep getting waves of anxiety-induced nausea and I keep having panics. I want to cut myself so bad but I don't want to add to my scars. So instead I sat in my room for two hours tearing the skin off my lips until they bled.
I can't do it. I'm going to amount to nothing and I'm too stupid and pathetic to change it.
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