I keep hearing songs that are so relevant to my relationship problems that it physically hurts to listen. I listen to the lyrics and find myself reminiscing, replaying arguments and bad moments in my head and wishing I'd done things differently. Wishing I'd confronted him before he left.
I have no way of contacting him. I don't know his new address, nor his phone number, and I can't contact him through any social networking sites. The only option I have is to do it through a friend of his, but that would involve this friend hearing very personal things about both me and him. I guess he would deserve it - he was happy for everyone to know my secrets. But I'm not like him. Our issues are between us, and no one else.
I just feel like I can't shake off this anger, this heartache and this sadness until I've confronted this, and I have no way of doing it.
I just don't know what to do.
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